Commentary on the Rule of St. Benedict by Mother Rebecca
Vs 33-34:Prologue That is why the Lord says in the Gospel: whoever hears these words of mine and does
them is like a wise man who built his house upon rock; the floods came and the winds blew and beat
against the house, but it did not fall: it was founded on rock.”
There are many
different ways in which we use the word foundation. There is a foundation for buildings which is
necessary for stability and long-term support.
There is a foundation on which organizations or institutes are created
and these are necessary for its direction and meaning. Then we also talk about a foundation of
knowledge which is necessary for greater learning and growth. Different kinds of foundations give different
things: stability and support; direction
and meaning; or teaching and the capacity for expansion. Without a foundation a house cannot stand, an
organization cannot meet its goals, and an intellect cannot grow. Yet when we speak of Christ as our foundation
we encompass all these aspects. Through
Christ we have stability, support, direction, meaning, teaching, and growth.
Christ is our foundation and Rock – that is, Christ gives
us steady and unchanging support. We often
hear about poorly constructed houses or bridges which result in unnecessary high
death tolls in natural disasters. When Charlene
was in China there was a relatively small earthquake yet thousands died because
the apartments were built cheaply. Yet in San Francisco a substantial earthquake can
cause only slight damage. This is
because they build in stress factors so buildings and bridges can sway w/o
breaking. So laying a foundation is no
time for shortcuts or loopholes. We can
also say how essential our initial formation is to create a good, solid foundation
and practices that will help us stay constant in times of stress, upheaval, or
crisis.
Christ is our foundation and Rock - that is Christ gives
us direction and purpose. Michael Casey
said there are two things that are needed for a steady life. Steadiness needs purpose (or meaning) and it needs direction. In other words, the why and how of monastic
life should be continually asked. Why
have I come?...asks meaning and purpose.
But we also need to ask ‘How do I get there?’ We need to stay steady to our prayer, manual
work, charity, our vows, and our personal relationship with Christ. If we build on this rock of stability and
fidelity, then we will stand firm, otherwise we will collapse in the smallest
of storms. The only foundation that
will work in this life is a deep personal relationship with Jesus Christ - and
that grows thru the years…a relationship that must be steady, never static. Willpower will not change us, but following
our Rule’s observances - prayer, work, and study…obedience, stability, and
conversion…lectio, liturgy, and love – these will open us to transformation. It is
a call to single-mindedness or single-heartedness. Like a camera that has a macro lens: When it zooms in and focuses on one thing, everything
else becomes blurred. The focal point
becomes intensified…all other things are no longer distractions. {Whether we are at candy, St Ben’s, infirmary,
or kitchen our purpose is the same: to
magnify the Lord. We magnify Christ by
being a joyful, gently, loving, and peaceful presence wherever we are or whatever
we are doing.}
Christ is our foundation and Rock – that is Christ is our
teacher and helps us to grow. So besides
initial formation as an extremely
important foundation for our monastic life, there is also a need for on-going
formation – we must continue to be docile and
open to the Spirit so we can learn and expand our minds and our hearts in
knowledge and love.
I would like to take this opportunity to talk a little
about what St Bernard says about study He says we study not so we can teach or
produce something but in order to bring us closer to God. Everything we do in monastic life is to this
purpose. Monastic study, one of our 3
components, is not academic it is personal growth in knowing Christ and what He
desires. This is the reason why what we
chose to read is important. Bernard speaks
about 5 different motives for why we seek knowledge and why we study:
1 To seek knowledge for its own sake he calls
shameful curiosity,
2 To seek knowledge for one's reputation he
calls vanity,
3 To seek knowledge for honor or ambition he
calls profiteering,
4 To seek knowledge for one's spiritual benefit
he calls prudence, and
5 To seek knowledge in order to serve he calls
love.
So our gaining of knowledge,
and our studies, can be evaluated by asking “how has this helped me to love God
more deeply?” Notice that we are
speaking about a knowledge that leads to love.
Bernard says “to learn in order to
build is charity; to learn in order to
be built is humility”. He adds, study
“aims at loving God and molding one's life in wisdom.”
So let us be like that wise
person who built on rock. In doing so we
may want to ask if there is anything in my life that makes my foundation
shaky…are there any areas I need to let grow or to let go? When the stress or storms come do I stay
steady in my prayer and monastic routine?
If so, we can truly say we are building our house on that solid rock,
which is Christ.
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